This is a blog post that I started way back in the middle of April and have only recently gotten to finish it. Hopefully it'll be an encouragement to you, as you read about God's work in my life and in my spiritual growth.
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Recently I've made some changes to my life. For starters, I'm more purposeful about exercising moderation and self-control when it comes to eating. From there I've started to exercise… well... me! I've been getting up earlier to make time in my day to take care of what God's given to me. I'm not just talking about my physical body. There's a temptation to begin there (which isn't necessarily a bad thing) and then to STAY there (which I would argue isn't a good thing). A verse I've always been fascinated by is the shema from Deuteronomy 6, which Jesus pulled from (and amended) with another scripture from the Old Testament from Leviticus 19. New Testament scholar Scot McKnight calls this the 'Jesus Creed' (I like that). Within this passage, Jesus affirms the words spoken in Deuteronomy 6 to the nation of Israel for how we are to live our lives,
"Hear, O [people of YHWH]: YHWH our God, YWHW is one. You shall love YHWH with all your heart and with all soul and with all your strength." (Deuteronomy 6.4)
I REALLY like Mark's rendition [Mark 12.30] of it because it adds [clarifies may be a more appropriate word/understanding] 'and with all your mind'. From studying and meditating on scripture using 'The Jesus Creed' as a lens over the past decade, my understanding of how to care, live, and worship has grown and matured. This is why I said simply STAYING with the physical exercise application of caring for your body is probably not a good idea. I would like to share what I have learned over the years with you... and hope that what I have learned serves as an encouragement for you! NEVER do I want to come across in a way that's demeaning or condemning. My prayer is that others may experienced the joy, freedom, and growth that I feel in their own life! This is my humble contribution to the conversation, to which so many have already contributed.
Loving with all of your... HEART (καρδία)
The word for heart [καρδία] caries a nuanced usage within the New Testament. Its meanings can range from:
- Physical heart (the actual muscle)
- Its parallel in Hebrew is לֵב is ;
- One's emotions
- A blending with what we typically think of today when we talk about decisions, attitudes, and will.
- Example: Matthew 11.29; Luke 21.14
If you were to explore the corresponding Hebrew word [לֵב], you'd also find these meanings to ring true throughout the Old Testament.
Allowing these types of usages to roll around in our minds for a little bit, we'll walk away with a better idea of how to apply this important teaching, highlighted by Jesus.
To love God with all of our 'heart', we take all of our will (desires), attitudes (thoughts), decisions (plans), and emotions (feelings), and subject them to the Lordship of Jesus. (I would like to add as well, the command is for ALL... not just SOME.) This is not easy. This is hard. This is unnatural. This is
(dare I say) un-American (with all of today's encouragements to pursue OUR OWN life, OUR OWN liberty, and OUR OWN happiness). This truth was hard for me to learn... and even harder for me to consistently apply at times:
To love God will all of our 'heart', we might have to sacrifice [i.e. kill... not just postpone to a later, opportune time] things we feel like we deserve, have an inherent right to have, and are given.
Loving with all of your... SOUL (ψυχή)
In my undergraduate studies, I was part of a group project where we planned an entire service around this word. (In fact, that project is still with me EVERY week because my wife (then fiancé) got ahold of it and ordered a custom guitar strap with this logo printed down the side. I loved and still love to lead others in praising our savior with that guitar strap with me.) This is a very fun word to study, especially because our western culture has been so formed and influenced by the thoughts and teachings of Plato, that we tend to think about 'soul' SEPARATE from the physical body. Yet in Hebrew thought, they were not separate [i.e. the soul being the true 'you' and just inhabiting a body shell], but both were parts of a whole. In other words, both your physical and non-physical 'portions' made up the person of you.
- Soul
- Your very life essence
To love God with all of our 'soul', we might have to put in the effort to alter our thinking about what God desires and to what extent of our lives we might have thought He only cared about!
Loving with all of your... MIND (διάνοια)
This one has always been a big one for me. I've recently been introduced to a personality tool called the 'enneagram', and I discovered I'm a type 1. If you know what that means, then I'm going to guess this revelation doesn't come as a surprise. If you have no earthly idea what I'm talking about, here's one quick summary of what a type 1 person might be like:
(The following was borrowed from Beth McCord and her website:
https://www.yourenneagramcoach.com.)
Type Ones are people who are conscientious, sensible, ethical, responsible, idealistic, serious, self-disciplined, orderly, and feel personally obligated to improve themselves and their world.
What drives a Type One to think, feel, and behave in particular ways?
Core Fear:
Being wrong, bad, evil, inappropriate, unredeemable, or corruptible.
Core Desire:
Having integrity, being good, balanced, accurate, virtuous, and right.
Core Weakness:
Resentment—repressing anger that leads to continual frustration and dissatisfaction with themselves, others, and the world for not being perfect.
Core Longing (message they long to hear):
“You are good.”
I've always been one who LOVES to learn and grow in understanding! I tell people quite often, "If it were affordable, I would NEVER leave school!" So to love God with all of my MIND, I would say, is probably the one that comes the most naturally for me (… if I can even say that!). Yet I've recently wanted to do more and be more purposeful/effective in my 'loving'. So I've made a more conscious effort/commitment to spend less time with entertainment and vegetating, and more time reading and learning. I'm hopeful that I'll continue to sharpened not JUST by reading books, but by also engaging Scripture on a bigger scale more frequently. Looking at other places where the word for mind is used, we can see a 'bigger' picture at work than just 'mental knowledge'.
To love God with all of our 'mind', we might have sacrifice times of entertainment that won't lead to growth/refinement, and replace it with methods of engagement in sharpening our minds!
Loving with all of your... STRENGTH (ἰσχύς)
This fun little word [it's only found 10 places in our New Testaments] can mean anything along the lines of: strength, might, power, force, and ability. In light of all this, here's some things I've committed to doing differently to increase my strength/ability/ and might at better loving God AND loving others!
- I've been consistently getting up earlier that I have in the past 7 years.
- I've engaged in a 90-day chronological reading plan through scripture (with the hope of continuing and reading the entire Bible 4 times every year) [Since beginning this, I have indeed finished. Because of traveling so much, I missed the goal of 90 days by 15, and completed reading the Bible chronologically on day 105. I'm also probably going to switch to an aim of reading through the Bible twice a year to allow more time for in-depth studies of various passages.]
- I've been more conscious about what I eat and how much of it I consume at a time. [My wife and I are currently over halfway through a detox from the 'Daniel Plan' book. I won't lie, it has been rough at times. On the flip side, I'm feeling fuller faster, less hungry overall, and I've lost 10 lbs thus far. Progress.]
- I've put things in place to encourage the practice of more of the spiritual disciplines with which God has graced us
- I've committed to live a life of love toward and for other people, fueled by the improved/fit self I'm conditioning. [In other words, I'm going to the gym more consistently to promote better living.]
To love God with all of our 'strength', we might have to begin ridding ourselves of some routines and pick up new ones, thus sharpening our 'ability', not 'squandering' our strength but allowing us to use ALL of it that we have at our disposal.
Looking back from today to where I was pre-April, I can see a MAJOR difference. It's exciting! It motivates me to continue! It actually causes me to crave more! Do I still need to grow? ABSOLUTELY! In fact one of the areas of growth that I've seen in myself, is the ability to see where I still need to grow! As an enneagram type 1, that would normally drive me crazy! Yet by God's grace and the guidance of His Holy Spirit in my life, I now look at these places as challenges that I crave to face head-on, right in-step with Him.
I hope and pray that this post serves as an encouragement for someone. I know it's hard to change something that is all that you've known, but if I could nudge you with one last piece of advice/encouragement to do so, it would be this:
It's SO worth it. It's hard. You'll feel left out when others are talking about shows you've missed because you've cut them out in order to love God with all of you, but it's worth it. There will be days where you'll face discouragement, but it's worth it. There will be things that will happen in your life that will try to derail you, believe me, I know! Yet it's still worth it. Looking back at this part of my journey that I took a leap of faith, trusting the Holy Spirit to guide me, and began, I can't believe some of the things that I have experienced. I can't believe the things that I've learned. I can't believe the boldness/courage that I feel growing inside. I can't believe how much more I KNOW God and His love for me. So, will you take a leap of faith? Will you make more room in your life in order to experience the FULL life Jesus came to bring? If you do, I PROMISE, it's SO worth it!
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